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My name is Shelby J. Barwood.  I'm a girl with a bizarro brain that spits things out at me.  The lugies of my subconscious demand to be written, and I must appease them or suffer such terrible maladies as staring into space, listening to indie music, painting, and driving until I get bored or run out of gas.  I want to get published someday.  The amount that I read could be considered unhealthy.

I used to post stuff here frequently, but now I spend my time running the blog A Book in the Hand over on Blogger. You can also find me @sbarwood on Twitter.

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FOREVER...


 ...is NEARLY HERE!

It's just too exciting for words.  Which is why I'm giving you this book trailer instead:


Seriously, go buy it HERE.

And if, like me, you are in love with this song, you can buy it HERE.

Oh, and before 8:01 A.M. today, you can check out Maggie Stiefvater's mega-huge FOREVER giveaway HERE!

:)

~Me

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Incommunicado


 Dears,

Starting tomorrow, you may not hear from me for a few days.  So:



I'm going here:



in this:



to ride on one of these: 



and do this:



and this:


I'm going because it's my:



and my parents':




Yes, I'll have:



but let's face it.  This:



and this:



don't exactly make a person feel like doing this:



So I'll:



:)

<3 Me

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SPEAKing Up Against Banned Books


I find it amazing that in this cyber-connected world, when the many shouts of the world's populace are available by the singular click of a button, that anything someone says can still shock us.  Think about it for a second.  Every day, we get on the Internet and we get the uncensored, unsolicited opinions of millions of people.  Favorite colors of boxers for World Leaders.  Political campaigns and their outspoken followers.  Proud contributors to illegal activity listing their unsavory accomplishments.  Religious leaders hoping to gain the ear of the masses.  Is there any opinion that you can't find at least one mention of on the Internet?  (Name it.)  By now, shouldn't we have just tuned it all out?

I think so.  That's why I think it's so amazing that the words of one person misinterpreting the message of a thoughtful, well-written book could spark an entire anti-censorship campaign.

Let me explain.  There is a book called SPEAK by Laurie Halse Anderson that is about a teen girl finding her voice.  Now, I'm going to tell you this because A. it's what the rest of this post is about and B. because I knew this when I read the book and it didn't spoil a darn thing.  SPEAK is about a girl named Melinda who is raped the year before she goes to high school by a boy in her high school.  Traumatized, afraid, not sure how to reach out to her parents and incapable of reaching out to her friends, she silences herself.  She closes down, doesn't speak to people, and suffers silently through the agony of rape and her rapist mentally tormenting her around school.  SPEAK is about Melinda finding her voice and the courage to speak up.

SPEAK is a beautifully written book that had me in tears throughout--not because it was sad, because the humor throughout keeps it from being weighty.  Though I have never been in such a situation, I found myself relating to Melinda and her struggle to find a voice.  I read this book in high school, when I was feeling many of the same things that Melinda feels: social isolation, anxiety, inability to talk with my parents about my issues, shallow and fragile friendships, and the struggle to learn who we are outside of high school.  I would recommend this to anyone who is in high school, recently graduated from high school, or who has a child in high school.  Or even anyone who still struggles to find their voice.

So.  To the broader point.  Today, like most days, I was on Twitter.  I noticed this tweet: "There are so many things wrong with the guy who wants SPEAK pulled because it is "filthy". #SpeakLoudly" by @halseanderson.  I was intrigued.  Filthy? I thought.  I don't remember any cursing... I opened up Laurie Halse Anderson's Twitter page and found a link to her blog.  Being the good reader that I am, I immediately tabbed open her link to the article that discusses SPEAK's ban-worthiness.

There are not enough words in Entish, Elvish or the Tongues of Man to express how flabbergasted and downright disgusted I was by this article. (warning: Lord of the Rings reference!)


Wesley Scroggins, the author of the misinformed article, is an associate professor of management at Missouri State University.  He is a member of Reclaiming Missouri for Christ.  He has submitted a proposal to the superintendent of the local school board to have SPEAK, as well as several other books and curricula, removed from the school.  He is also campaigning to take TWENTY-BOY SUMMER off of the Recommended for School titles.  (I've only read SPEAK, so this will be about SPEAK.)

Now, I will admit.  While I inherently have a problem with censorship, especially of the book variety, so far Mr. Scroggins doesn't upset me very much.  He sounds okay.  Besides, my high school had people try to ban books.  We just read them anyway.  It's pretty normal, actually; I'd be much more concerned if no one tried to ban books.

In fact, I agree with Mr. Scroggins' opening statement: "As another school year begins at Republic Schools, parents need to be cautious and inquire as to the nature of the material that their children may be exposed to."  Of course he's right.  Parents should always monitor their children's activities.   Watch that they're not looking at too many crazy or illegal things on the Internet.  Check that they understand what they're reading, and that their reading doesn't include a murder how-to.  Encourage them not to watch overly sexual or violently explicit movies.  Shove them outside when they've played videogames too long.  Isn't that the whole nature of good parenting?  Mr. Scroggins also states in his opening that he has "spent considerable time over the past couple of years reviewing various curricula across numerous grades in the school district."

Unfortunately, Mr. Scroggins quickly loses me.  I'll spare you his discussion against the sex education program and get straight to the books.

"Equally shocking is the content of the high school English classes. In high school English classes, children are required to read and view material that should be classified as soft pornography.

One such book is called "Speak." They also watch the movie. This is a book about a very dysfunctional family. Schoolteachers are losers, adults are losers and the cheerleading squad scores more than the football team. They have sex on Saturday night and then are goddesses at church on Sunday morning. The cheer squad also gets their group-rate abortions at prom time. As the main character in the book is alone with a boy who is touching her female parts, she makes the statement that this is what high school is supposed to feel like. The boy then rapes her on the next page. Actually, the book and movie both contain two rape scenes."

First of all, I'd like to bring your attention to the disturbing nature of the first bit up there. "...children are required to read and view material that should be classified as soft pornography. One such book is called 'Speak.'" Mr. Scroggins is not only suggesting but blatantly stating that a book about a child rape victim finding her voice is as sexually gratifying as pornography. Laurie Halse Anderson agrees: "The fact that he sees rape as sexually exciting (pornographic) is disturbing, if not horrifying."   I'm sorry, but anyone who thinks that child rape is sexually gratifying needs immediate help.  Rape is a violent physical and mental torture of a victim, nothing less.

Secondly, I'd like to agree that Mr. Scroggins has something of a point--those activities listed hardly sound like wholesome teen behavior.  But I'd like to call attention to the fact that all of this is presented through the lens of an isolated teenager struggling with the agony of rape.  Of course Melinda thinks her family is dysfunctional and lashes out at her parents and schoolteachers--the very people who are supposed to be there to help her are failing her when she needs them most.  And to Melinda, cheerleaders look like beasts because they're popular and (she thinks) they're better able to speak to others about their problems.  Remember, too, that Melinda is emotionally scarred about sex and hates everything about it, and that she probably thinks that good looks and popularity equal sex.  So she lashes out at everything about them, easily latching onto rumors.  Perhaps if Mr. Scroggins had actually taken the time to read the book instead of skimming along to highlight immoral behavior, he would have realized this.

As for the rape, I'd like to say now that it is not graphic.  All Melinda says is, "He hurt me."  As for Mr. Scroggin's "As the main character in the book is alone with a boy who is touching her female parts, she makes the statement that this is what high school is supposed to feel like."  Forgive me if I'm wrong (it's been a few years since I read SPEAK), but isn't the rapist touching her...shoulder?  I'll be sure to cover those up the next time I see a boy ogling them.  Mr. Scroggins' argument that he has extensively reviewed the subject matter is blown out of the water with his last statement here.  "Actually, the book and movie both contain two rape scenes."  Oh, Mr. Scroggins.  This is just sad.  SPEAK--both the book and the movie, as I have experienced them both myself--contain one rape scene.  Just one.

The backlash in the book-blogoverse to this terrible misrepresentation of SPEAK has been swift.  The Twitter hashtag #SpeakLoudly was created so that we could share our own experiences with Speak and our feelings on Mr. Scroggins' article.  Several book-bloggers have written posts about their feelings on this issue, and are including giveaways of the books.  Following Laurie's advice, several bloggers (myself included) have written e-mails to the editor of the paper where this article was printed and to the superintendent of the local Missouri school system.  And we've talked about rape, what it means emotionally to be raped, and how rape cannot be anything other than violence.

In honor of the amazing response from the book-bloggoverse, I've made this button that can go on blogs (directs to Laurie's original post):





In case you have any doubts that rape is real, happening, and destroying people's lives, this is a poem that Laurie wrote using phrases from real responses to her amazing book SPEAK:


Want to read more reactions?  At the end of this post is a Mr. Linky with a bunch of blog posts about this article.
 
I'd also like you to think about this.  Did you know that next week is Banned Books Awareness Week?  Did you know that banned books have included FLOWERS FOR ALGERNON, THE WIND IN THE WILLOWS, and WHERE THE SIDEWALK ENDS?  In fact, if you went through a public school system, I can almost guarantee you that some book you have read in your life has been banned.  So, what can we do about this?

First remember that, yes, as much as we like to deny it, the book-blogosphere only reaches people on the Internet.  SPEAK to people in Real-Life about this.  Teachers, friends, parents, random people on the street.  Make signs, give away buttons, get a megaphone, throw confetti.  Just get the word out.  Books affect us; we relate to books and they help us through the experiences in our lives.  Think of all the people that Laurie helped through just SPEAKing about rape.  Now think if those people had never read her book.

And I encourage you to read banned books.  Many banned books are my "All-Time Favorites," and even if they're not, if they're just too out there for me, at least I know.  I've made the decision that the book isn't for me or that I don't agree with it, not someone who's skimmed through a book looking for the bad in it.  I hope you'll join me. :)



Happy reading of banned books, Dears. <3

Heads Up: ARCs Giveaway!


Hey all you bookish types like me out there who read so much you sometimes forget eat, look at this!  Sara of Saradise Babbling Flow is having a gi-normous ARC Giveaway!  She has EIGHT ARCS up for grabs, all of which haven't been published yet!  She has more than twenty ways to gain extra entries, too!  These are some really, really awesome books, such as:



ARC of BEAUTIFUL DARKNESS (signed), which comes with a published BEAUTIFUL CREATURES (signed)



ARC of NIGHTSHADE by Andrea Cremer (released October 19)



ARC of ROT & RUIN by Jonathan Maberry (released October 5)



ARC of THE UNIDENTIFIED by Rae Mariz (released October 5)



ARC of HALT'S PERIL by John Flanagan (released October 5)



ARC of THE GOBLIN GATE by Hilari Bell (released October 5)



ARC of JANE by April Lindner (released October 11)



ARC of THE WINDS OF HEAVEN by Judith Clarke (released September 28)
 
 
Exciting, right?  Of course!  But before you go running off to enter, I'd like you to take a look at this:
 

...However, I know it's a lot of reading, so I'll try to summarize.  An ARC is an "Advanced Reader Copy," or, more simply, an unpublished and uncorrected proof given to authors so that they can distribute them to trusted reviewers and get a lot of hype going for their novel.  They are not official and not for sale.  Recently, authors have been kind enough to give book bloggers ARCs so that they can review them.  We all know how effective that must be for their sales! :) In turn, those book bloggers sometimes hold giveaways of those ARCs.  No one has a problem with this.  In fact, it's pretty fantastic!  What I think we all have a problem with is the winners of those giveaways (and sometimes the bloggers, though that's uncommon) turning around and trying to sell the ARCs.  What part of "unpublished, uncorrected, and not for sale" did they not get?  I mean, it's put on the first page in huge bold-type print!  

Basically, there's a reason that publishing companies have release dates.  They sell a ton of books thanks to all the hype and excitement of people who haven't read the spoilers online yet!  Now imagine if someone had gotten ahold of some ARCs and sold them.  All that hype, all those book sales, go straight down the toilet.  It's not about the money lost, folks--it's about sequels.  Do you think the publisher is going to let your favorite author publish ten sequels to her book if she sells a measly number of copies in the first two weeks?  All of that time and effort spent in creating ARCs and sending them off to reviewers and making people explode with excitement will have been for naught, in the publisher's eyes.  So instead of publishing "Beastly Beast of Nightshade Cave Academy In Love Part Two," the sequel never comes, and you're left forever wondering if the Beastly Beast was really in love after all.
 
The point, if you missed it, is this: If you enter to win an ARC, DON'T SELL IT!  Or legions of book-lovers everywhere will descend upon you and kill you faster than the crazy chicken murder in Kakariko village (and if you don't know that reference, you don't play enough videogames and you should reference the cartoon ;) )

Good luck, dears! <3

Read-A-Thon Part 5


Oh noes!  This is the last night of the Read-A-Thon!  *snifflesniffle  I've finished EAT, PRAY, LOVE and I'm about three-quarters of the way through my ARC of THE ETERNAL ONES, so I'm very optimistic about finishing the three books I set out to read!

Now to complete some Challenges!

The first one is from Liz of Cleverly Inked.  Her challenge is to "tell me what book you would change and what you would change about it."

This one is tough, because I rarely have a problem with the plot or endings of books.  Ususally, my biggest complaint is about the way they approach the storytelling; for instance, giving too much away in the prologue or spending too long on backstory.  Hmm.  Oh, I know one.  Has anyone read the real The Little Mermaid by Hans Christian Andersen?  Well, the real story is incredibly sad and depressing.  At the end of the real Little Mermaid, the mermaid actually doesn't win the prince's love.  He falls in love with a human girl instead, and the mermaid dies.  In my opinion, the story should have ended there.  It's so sad and such a tragic ending.  But Andersen didn't end it there.  He stuck on a separate ending (which I still believe was purely because it was so dark and no one would publish it) that's supposed to be happy, but it's not.  I guess if you're a child being read this story, that makes it a happy ending, but for me it just drove home the fact that the story was so depressing.  In my opinion, The Little Mermaid should have stuck with being a tragedy.

And the final challenge for this Read-A-Thon is from the person behind it all, Jenn of Book Crazy.  She likes the movie Inkheart because of the premise of being read into a book, so she asks, "If you could be read into a book, which book would it be and why? What is it about that story that you find utterly overpowering? Which world would you choose to lose what you have here on earth for?"

This question makes me so excited! :D I could only narrow it down to two, though.  I would so love to be in the world of Susan Cooper's DARK IS RISING series, because it's so amazing!  I mean, what could be better than fending off Dark Riders and journeying through all those fantastical worlds?  The other world I'd live in, if given the chance, is Ghulheim.  I know it sounds weird, but I really thought that place was awesome when I read THE GRAVEYARD BOOK!  Dark and creepy, yes, yet soo cool.

   

Well, that's all folks.  Hope you enjoyed!  I know I have. ;)

Read-A-Thon Parts Three and Four!

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 Okay, so last night I got distracted writing on my WIP and ended up forgetting all about the Read-A-Thon! Oops. So today I'm making up for it by posting my challenge entries for Read-A-Thon Parts Three and Four!

The next challenge comes from Mrs. DeRaps of DeRaps Reads: "For this challenge, I'd like you to think of one song that would appear on the soundtrack (if there were such a thing) for the book that you're currently reading." At the moment, I'm reading my ARC of THE ETERNAL ONES by Kirsten Miller, and I think "Poison Like Your Own" by Rookie of the Year would be a good addition to its soundtrack.




Supernatural Snark asks, "If you could choose two characters from any two novels, who would you pick as your ideal couple and why? Note: these should be couples that are not already together in their current stories, but rather characters from different novels that you think might be cute together if it were possible!"


Ooh, now this is a fun challenge! :D As shameless as it may be, I actually already have two in mind: Sin from SWOON by Nina Malkin and Cole from LINGER by Maggie Stiefvater. What can I say? Sometimes opposites don't attract. And wouldn't it be really, really fun to play up all the ways these two would argue over who's "The Pants" in the relationship? In fact, I have a sudden urge to go write some fanfic...

It's Just Life As I Know It asks, "What books have you stayed up for all night long to read? What about that book made you want to stay up all night long?" Quite appropriate, no? :)

Well, the series that made me stay up the longest for the most number of books was the Harry Potter Series. Book four...and five...and six...and seven...geeze, I wonder how many sleep hours I deprived myself of over the ten years of that series' publication? No telling... Of course, I'm pretty sure we all know why I wanted to stay up all night to read them, but I'll reiterate: THEY'RE AWESOME. Books that have recently kept me up all night (or at least, until I passed out from sleep deprivation) have included Heidi Kling's SEA and, as we speak, my ARC of THE ETERNAL ONES by Kirsten Miller. Both fantastic, fantastic books by awesome authors.

So, Friends, what would your answers be? :)

Happy reading! <3

Dusk Till Dawn Read-A-Thon Part Dué


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All right, Friends.  The Dusk Till Dawn Read-A-Thon is moving a bit slowly for me at the moment because I had to finish Sons and Lovers for a quiz and...well...let's just say there's a reason I don't read "classics."

Thankfully, however, that is over with, so I can turn my full attention to the four amazing books I'm trying to gobble for this Read-A-Thon! :)

So.  Tonight there are three challenges that I've decided to participate in for Dusk Till Dawn.  The first is from Angelique of Vampires and Tofu.  For those of us without children, she says, "I'd like you to tell me what your favorite bedtime story was as a kid, whether it was one read to you or one you read yourself."

Oh my.  This question flooded me with such intense love I actually braved the mosquito-clogged Alabama night to go search through boxes under my garage until I found one of them, THE JOLLY MON by Jimmy Buffet (yes, the guy that sings Margaritaville). This story was just so magical to me as a child.  My other all-time favorite is I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER by Robert Munsch.  Unfortunately, I don't still have my original copy, but I have found it on Amazon and am planning on buying it.  It's such a touching story of love transcending age, and this was one of the few books that ever made me cry.  Very fond memories of my mother reading it to me as a child. :)

   

The next challenge I'm participating in is from Young Adult Books Reviewed.  "For my mini-challenge I want you to take the book you are currently reading for the readathon...[and] tell me from that book, who is your favorite character and why? After that, give me a url image of what you think they look like. It can be based on the author's description, or your own, whatever. It's what YOU think!"

I'm reading EAT, PRAY, LOVE, and I just finished reading the "Italy" section.  I really want to meet Giovanni.  Like, super big much.  I love really calm, cool, serious guys like that, the kind of guys who don't know that they have the right answer but always do.  Plus, I've been to Italy (and LOVE it!) and I'm telling you...Giovanni probably really is that hot.  There is so much Guy-Candy in Italy...*sigh.  But I digress.




This is what I think Giovanni looks like, based on a composite of the author's description and my own experiences with painfully attractive Italian men.

The last challenge I decided to try was from Carina of Reading Through Life.  She is fasting for Ramadan, so she says, "Write a post describing your ideal comfort food meal to break your hypothetical 15 hour fast one of the nights of this week’s read-a-thon. Pictures (yours or from the internet) get you bonus points! Forget about calories, healthiness, or normal portion sizes – anything goes when you’re that hungry.  So how about you – what would you eat for your fast-breaking meal? What are your weird – but tasty – food and drink cravings?"

Well, not only can I tell you exactly what I would crave if I had been fasting, I can tell you exactly where I want it from.  I would like the cannelloni dinner from Trattorio Otello alla Concordia, directly off the main plaza from the Spanish Steps in Rome, complete with a (few!) glasses of the finest bottle of house vini.
    



The first picture, alas, is not my own.  The other two however, are mine. :)

Also, this is the music I'm listening to as I'm writing this.  And yes, this is also mine.  Made at about 10 at night from the window of my hotel room in Venice.



All right, Friends.  Time for me to go read some more for the Book-A-Thon!  Happy writing and reading!

Dusk Till Dawn Read-A-Thon


I just found out about this, and if you love books and bookish things (and are somewhat of a night owl), you should definitely check it out.

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The idea is:
  • Pick some books.  Any books!
  • Try to read them within the five days...er, I mean...nights of the read-a-thon, between the hours of 8 p.m. and 8 a.m. in your respective time zone.
  • But don't skip sleep!!  Ideally, if you're participating, you're night owl-ish.  Or insomniac-ish.  You're already up, so quit wasting time and start trimming those TBR piles!
  • Go check out the ton-load of blogs that are hosting contests to win prizes.  While you're at it, check out the hashtag #ReadAThon on Twitter for news, fellow participants, and some giveaways.
Sounds fun, right?  I thought so, so I decided to participate.  The lineup of hosting blogs can be found here, if you want to participate, too.

For the Read-A-Thon, I'm going to try to read:

EAT, PRAY, LOVE by Elizabeth Gilbert



My ARC of THE ETERNAL ONES by Kirsten Miller



and SISTERS RED by Jackson Pearce



and, just in case I get completely ambitious, WHISPER by Phoebe Kitanidis.



First up, Jami from YA Addict's challenge was to take a picture of yourself with your current Read-A-Thon read.  Alternatively, for those like me who are camera shy, take a picture of the book in your reading space.

So here's my pretty booky-book:



That's right, folks.  I'm lying down...on a sleeping bag...with the pillows from my old bed.  See, we just did some home improvements that included painting the living room and throwing away all the old furniture.  The plus side is pretty paint and lots of space.  The downside is that our new furniture hasn't arrived yet.  And since I really like to read in the living room instead of my room, I had to haul out the camping gear. :)

The other contest I decided to participate in was from Heather of Book-Savvy.  Her challenge question was this: "Tell me what your favorite book of 2010 has been so far, and why."  All you have to do is comment, but it was such a fun question I decided to answer it here, too.

My favorite books (so far!) of 2010 have been LINGER by Maggie Stiefvater, THE GRAVEYARD BOOK by Neil Gaiman and SWOON by Nina Malkin.  Anyone who likes fantasy should go read them.  Now.  In fact, if you haven't read them, stop listening to me, go buy them, and read them for this Read-A-Thon! :D  

All right, my dears.  Stay tuned for my other Read-A-Thon challenge entries.  And enter for yourself!  C'mon, it's a gigantic excuse to read--what could get better?!

SEA GIVEAWAY!


I'm having a giveaway on Twitter! :D

The book is SEA by Heidi R. Kling.  Here's the official synopsis:

"Sienna Jones has had a hard time dealing with the loss of her mother three years ago in a plane crash over the Indian Ocean.  Nightmares and fears of the ocean and planes haunt her.  So when her father asks Sienna to join his international relief team for two weeks of her summer vacation to help tsunami orphans cope with their losses, she thinks he must be kidding or crazy or both.  But wanting to help wins out over her fears, and she makes the long and frightening trek to Indonesia.

What she finds there is the most handsome boy she's ever seen--Deni.  He's mysterious and brooding.  Everything about him is intense.  Their connection is instant and true, so when he hears word that his father may have survived the awful tsunami after all, Sienna doesn't hesitate to run awat with him to the epicenter of the tsunami disaster.  She knows about the kind of hope that's driving Deni, and she wants to see him through whatever he'll find back home.  She knows they're taking a huge risk, but she doesn't expect that what they find might break both their hearts..." ~Penguin Books

This book is...just...so amazing.  It seriously blows my mind.  I'm in the process of writing the review; I know it's not up yet, but there's just so much to say about this awesome book!  Plus, Heidi is such a cool person!

Okay, okay.  I'm gonna stop fangirling now and tell you about the GIVEAWAY! :D

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~SEA GIVEAWAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Enter to win 1 FREE, SIGNED copy of SEA by Heidi R. Kling!  This contest is international!

RULES:
  1. This contest is being held exclusively on Twitter.  To enter, tweet EITHER "A Spider went to SEA SEA SEA! #seaboys" OR "A Deni went to SEA SEA SEA! #seaboys"  You MUST include the hastag #seaboys so that I can track your entry.
  2. (Following me is a very nice gesture, but it won't get you extra points. ;) )
  3. Each entry will be assigned a number, and the winner will be selected on August 26th at Midnight CST using random.org.  If you are chosen, I will send you a tweet asking for your mailing details.
  4. You have 24 hours to reply to the tweet.  IF YOU DO NOT REPLY TO THE TWEET FOR YOUR MAILING ADDRESS, A NEW WINNER WILL BE SELECTED.
All right, I think that's all.  Feel free to leave a comment if you have a question. :)  Good luck! :D

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